2.1.2019

As these test come back negative, but then in the following line become positive for 3 different drugs, isnt it wild.  I believe I was kept in a racket of institutional and medicinal manipulation and abuse.  I only signed the letter R, inside all these days, all these pills all this intentional emotional uncertanitity of your living situation, all of it.

I was not addicted to drugs. I was not ill. Big bad me, I called my mother a cunt. All of this nonsense has caused a life time of trauma and consequence. 

Make it make sense.